Though I have been back to school for nearly two weeks, tomorrow is my official first day with the students. As such, my year-long maternity leave is over. Some of you may wonder how I can possibly leave my little lovie in the care of someone else besides myself. I wondered the same thing many times, and then a small but real miracle occurred. Jen offered to do what I simply cannot do right now: be home with Zoey. Jen is everything I want to be - beautiful, kind, and patient, not to mention a nurse and not afraid of bugs. She'll be good for Zoey.
Zoey clearly does not get enough attention with the Seguines...
...nor does she have a good time.
In all seriousness, this is the most difficult thing I have had to do thus far in my life. Will even more difficult situations arise over the years? Most certainly. And surviving this will only make me stronger.
So, Zoey, have fun and be safe. I will think about you each second we're not together and look forward to 4:00 each day when I can see you. Oh, I will most likely continue to sneak in your room at night and watch you sleep, too. It's okay to miss me a tiny bit (though I don't think you will) and to look forward to the weekends (goodness knows I do). I love you more than life itself.
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She will TOTALLY have a blast. Those look like some adorable playmates!
She will most certainly miss you! No one will ever take your place, but you are so very blessed to such a good friend to care of Zoey in your absence. Be strong and good luck at school this year!
What you may not fully realize is what a blessing Zoey is to our family for a few short hours on those days. She is one amazing little girl. You are going to get through this and you are such a good example to your lovely daughter. We love you and love having Zoey!
My deepest sympathies. I can only imagine what a difficult decision this was. On the other hand she's in good hands it seems. Loves to you!
Dalene- I am so sorry you have to miss your sweetie. If I win the lottery I will totally pay off your morgage so you can stay home!
I can't imagine how hard that would be but Jen is the perfect person to watch Zoey. She is such a sweet little girl I know you are an amazing mom. I am sure you are going to be able to help so many students. Your past students just adored you.
I teared up reading this. Ugh - I have less than 3 months to be home with Kaitlyn. I can't even imagine how hard this will be.
I can't imagine Sweetie.
I know Zoey's in good hands.... But sorry Jen, I wish I was the one who lived close enough to spend every day with Zoey!!
Enjoy her for me!
I'm tearing up and I'm home with my kids! In fact, they're loud and driving me nuts, but I appreciate that I have the option to stay home (and try not to kill the boys) more every time I think of you. I, too, will pay off your mortgage should I win the lotto...if only so I have an excuse to head up the road to play with you both!
I am so grateful that you have such a dear friend...
you are a rock star!!!
Hey - guess what we did this weekend?
Hey Dalene,
You look so cute with the hair:) You are awesome and Zoey will be just fine:) She's got a mama who loves her!
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